House-Wife Sexuality

Real Masculinity inspires a woman's worship – without using force, violence and ignoring emotional needs.


Transition

I’m in for a lot of temporary pain. I know this because…. Anyway, the women that we bring in won’t be as burdened as me. And burden determines sexual excitement. 

I won’t be able to be as sexually excited as they are for some time. I don’t know how long. But, once I have the consistent feminine needs in place, help around the house and my husbands increased and needed absence….things will begin to equalize. I’ll be free, emotionally.

But, the transition I’m dreading cause I know I’ll suffer. I’ll have two more “kids” because of their ignorance. They don’t know what we know. They don’t understand kids and safety. All these things that I’ll be weighted down will, ON TOP of my broken sexuality. 

Victory lays in the vicinity of pain. I know….At least I have husband to help me through.

I’m scared of me. My emotions. What I will feel. Jealousy……sexual rejection of not being able to have sexual excitement yet and they will, these ARE THE WORST FEELINGS. 

To not feel good enough, like damaged goods. I’m scared of the pain. I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared. I don’t want to be a monster. I don’t want negative emotions. I don’t want my negative emotions CONTROLLING ME ANYMORE!!

This is THE ONLY WAY! 


What does my sexual brain require?!

Well, monogamy just creates non-sexual women because emotional needs can NEVER be 100% met when needed. A woman alone is forced to do the thinking of 3 women. The more she thinks the less pleasure she feels and the less sexual she is. And or at it’s worst sexuality and all that it encompasses doesn’t exist. Often times it feels wrong to be sexual.

The next step taken, turning to substances is the “only way possible.” Those eventually stop working too. All attempts for her sexuality cease to work. Replaced by all negative emotions. Insanity.

So, what I need. In monogamy.

Husband to be more at work
A long lasting penis
Technology and hired help to replace the other women.
Paid Pampering
Fun and healthy Indulgences

I don’t even get some of this in monogamy at the moment, because of needing to fix my body and installing routines. And my emotional capacity.

My husband has had to live another role than his own, temporarily. And he’s been here more than we both want. Which in turn has made him a part of the usual scenery and therefore caused my emotional disinterest in sex. And when we do have sex it feels wrong because I’m making love to an IT. Not a man and not a woman. Making love, confused. Physically, I still need sex and it relieves. But, I’m starting to feel like a pressure cooker ready to explode because the loss of my sexuality. Which is completely circumstantial. BUT, my emotional brain DOESN’T UNDERSTAND. My emotional brain says this is how I will feel FOREVER.

I’m faced with worry and anxiety because of that fear. Will I EVER be sexual again.

I’m scared,

That I will only be able to be sexual when we do marry the other two; legally, lawfully and rightfully. Giving all of us equal security and equal stance with each other.

I’m really scared.

That until then, ill be driven by need and not desire.


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Beta, alpha, feminist, submission

What does a beta look like? What does an alpha look like? And how is a women responsible for how her man acts?

A beta is man without options.

So when things don’t go his way

He is resentful, un-forgiving, violent, angry. He can’t get a girl and if he does get a girl he can’t keep her.

A man with options easily accepts what is going on and finds a girl who wants to behave. He doesn’t care about the one’s who don’t.

Only beta’s freak out. Alpha’s either have or find solutions. He preserve’s his energy by not fighting. He keeps a flow. And channels his energy else where. Easy going.

A man without options will be obsessed about his one wife and she will be the source of his every outlet which is DRAINING AND OPPRESSIVE

With a monogamous man his attention is for free and she doesn’t have to work for it.

We only cherish those things that we work for.

With a righteous polygamous man. It’s her choice to have sex and have his attention because she seeks for it. Voluntary. Competition anxiety keeps her on her toes.

In monogamy a man cannot properly be alpha.

And with feminists no relationship dynamic will work.

Without submission nothing works.
If a woman is un submissive in monogamy with a righteous man either he has to micromanage, be rude!, ignore her and/or take away her resources.

Woman’s peace/sanity is the reward for her submission. That alone she can live on happily no matter her circumstance. Her circumstance improves because of her submission. Secondary rewards are food, clothing, shelter. Third rewards are luxuries

Woman you have a choice to whom you submit to. BE WISE. Make your choice, love your choice. Be integral and stick with it! YOU ARE WHERE YOU ARE BECAUSE YOU PUT YOURSELF THERE! YOU create your IDEAL man THROUGH submission. What you don’t give will be RETURNED to you. Give and ye shall receive. Give up your freedom to GAIN it.