House-Wife Sexuality

Real Masculinity inspires a woman's worship – without using force, violence and ignoring emotional needs.


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In the strength of my weakness.

My husband is out working. I’m waiting patiently in the dark while our 3 yr old falls asleep in our bed. I’ve missed Mr. Darling very much.

This moment in the dark, headlights of parking cars splash across my face through the balcony window. I realized how much I NEED my husband. How much I appreciate that he doesn’t force me to work. Or do the things that would overload my wires. And how much he desires my peace, security, and sanity IN him being my only focus.

I would die if I had to be what every woman out there is doing. I belong here. I cannot supply resources for myself, I cannot protect myself, I CANNOT BE A MAN. LET ALONE TRYING TO DO THAT ON A DAY TO DAY BASIS. Woman were not built for such endurance without masculine overview.

I realized how much I need him to be a man. I never knew how much I needed a man until I stopped being and competing as/with a man.

To deny what seems to others as weakness is to deny love for myself.

If I ever had to do my husbands role, I would be greeted with, depression, anxiety, low capacity, lack of motivation to stay thin, mood swings, aggression.

I love being a woman. I love submission! I finally feel like I belong! Like I’m in the right place on the right track. Here I AM strong.

My love for him has become so deep I never knew that it was possible to feel like this or desire a person so much.

I want to be everything that a woman ought to be. I still have yet to understand what it means to be a woman and the power of creating my man into a god by setting him free.

I’m grateful that I made a list and that honesty, integrity, and commitment were important. Because with that you can dream big and achieve it because you can be trusted.

I’m grateful for his ambition, BIG THINKING. I’m grateful that he has dreams and desires of being financially free.

Someone knew what they were doing leading me to him. My husband is my light and my life.

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Submission that brought results from the business conference

A year ago my Mr.Darling and I were just like everyone else at these business conferences.

Not anymore.

There about 8 millionaires at this conference. We are on a friendly basis with one.

The fact is that I’m so in love with him that I just can’t get enough of him. I touch him very often. We giggle. We laugh. And we dance. This is known as twitter-pated. I cling to him as we move from place to place and follow him around like a puppy in love.

Results:
We have never had so many people stare at us. When I watched my husband go translate, the few times I followed the eyes of other girls as they watched him in admiration and attraction. I would also catch them observing me as the speakers talked. We were being watched.

We were sitting together as a millionaire ( who has seen us before but not really acknowledge us unless we ask for his attention) walked by and nodded at my husband with respect. Other men were constantly trying to gain his attention and do the “what’s up” or “hey!” look. I was also rewarded with a badge that translators get even though I don’t translate. Also,Translators receive a prize when they turn their badges in. Which I also got.

After we were by the parking lot where the buses came to pick up the groups. I started a game of tag with him. Which I LOVE!

During the whole weekend these were the comments we got:

Girl:
” you two are so cute with each other”

Man:
“I have never seen a couple so in love at 5 years of relationship”

” I’m sorry but, I really have to just praise you guys. I have never seen a couple laugh and giggle with each other the way you do. You obviously have and know something that others don’t know or have. You guys just light up the room, you glow! If you look at everyone else they are just surviving life. I admire and really look up to you both.” ( this guy has had an on and off relationship with a girl for 9 years)

Man:
“It’s so nice to watch you two play together. It’s a breath of fresh air.”

Man
“Watch out. Flying woman” ( I had sat alone for two talks as Mr. Darling translated. And this was when I jumped at him because I was happy to see him)

Submission works!!!


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Happy anniversary Mr. Darling

They may be Miley Cyrus’s lyrics but, my love for Mr. Darling is written all over them. I Love you! happy 4 year anniversary!

Here is the song! Made love to mr. Darling with this song! Nothing better than making love to him and getting pregnant as an anniversary gift!

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=RF1Bp8euHq8

Here are the lyrics!

Baby
Are you listening?
Wondering where you’ve been all my life
I just started living
Uh baby
Are you listening?

CHORUS
When you say you love me
Know I love you more
When you say you need me
Know I need you more
Boy, I adore you
I adore you

Baby, can you hear me
When I’m crying out for you
I’m scared
Oh so scared
When you’re near me
I feel like I’m standing with an army
armed with weapons
Hey, oh

When you say love me
Know I love you more

When you say you need me
Know I need you more
Boy, I adore you
I adore you

I love lying next to you
I could do this for eternity
You and me
We’re meant to be in holy matrimony
God knew exactly what he was doing
When he led me to you

When you say love me
Know I love you more (I love you more)
When you say you need me
Know I need you more
Boy, I adore you
I adore you

When you say love me
Know I love you more
When you say you need me
Know I need you more
Boy, I adore you
I adore you


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Dear viewers

I have recently been going through all my posts and putting them into categories.

You will probably be quite intrigued by the sexuality category because that is where all our posts of our 165 days of daily sex are.

This is where we learned and came to the beginning of our conclusion that default “yes” submission and giving my power over to my husband was the answer to EVERYTHING! We have tried everything else plus daily sex and everything else failed except for this! We have never had such dramatic results because if my default yes submission than from this weekend at a business conference. We learned so much this weekend!

THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

OUR DREAMS ARE COMING TRUE!!

I look forward to writing! After all my responsibilities to my husband have been done! He comes first! I love you Mr. Darling!

Enjoy a sample of the 165 days. It was randomly picked!


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A new chapter

I went on a little vacation. During that vacation Mr.darling and i learned that sex everyday needed to stop. We had learned everything we needed to learn. The key to our sexuality wasn’t to continue to have sex everyday after our last day. But, the key was for my arousal. The key is my desire for my husband. Having sex everyday started to take away my desire because i wasn’t able to build it. So now, the key is my submission to my husband and allow him to be the man and for me to desire him more than he desires me