House-Wife Sexuality

Real Masculinity inspires a woman's worship – without using force, violence and ignoring emotional needs.


Her innocence

I’m no longer on this website. I’m at http://www.herinnocence.wordpress.com I’m only here in consideration to take this website off the web. This website is a public journal of everything that went on in my mind so that others can put the puzzle pieces of my mind together and see a bigger picture. Since I was searching for clarity and understanding of myself, men and women.

The crap that monogamy has caused is an insurmountable surprise. I continually find myself at the conclusion that monogamy is at the heart of all emotional un-fulfillment. That emotional un-fulfillment is the secondary cause to all horrible things that plague this earth. And monogamy the primary  cause.

That the key to happiness is understanding FEMININITY.  For men to understand the woman. That it is carnal and wild. Finding ways to keep her balanced naturally without force, fear, and restrictions is our whole purpose.

Woman are constantly looking for happiness, to feel they have power and confused as at to what it looks like or how to get it. That feeling she wants so bad. Some think they know what it is. They fight and work for it. But continually find that their heart and emotional freedom get locked down by more and more cages. Always filled with fear, confusion and desparation. Turning them into inferiority complexes of anger and I know it all. Constantly changing her mind with many can’t focuses “maybe this is it or that” and can’t for the life of her, believe that the solution could be so simple. In her burden state it’s never simple it’s always complicated.

Simply fulfilling her emotional needs gives way to clarity, sexuality, beauty and power everything she ever wanted to feel.

It’s not man’s power it doesn’t look like mans power, it’s women’s power. It is opposite to mans power. It is in the things we cannot see. Our beauty and sexuality in the correct place.  And it is trapped by all the weight we carry. All the things we do or don’t get to do.

3 girls in love

May it bring peace and understanding.

That is all I want.

 


Women’s fears, bad for business and families. 

We are starting to learn that women’s fear kept locked up inside her are more powerful and dangerous than we think. Women need to vent to THEIR MAN. Men who are understanding and receiving. Who will let her place those fears on him at any time. Who understands that her fears are irrational in general, yet very real to her. That he receives them whenever she thinks or feels them and understands that she is just getting them out, so they don’t have power anymore. That he receives them and throws them out like garbage by ignoring them and deleting them in his mind. 
The more she vents the less there will be, if you change her environment. Keep her away from triggers or reminders. The goal is NO FEAR for women. 
Short story: Lakers basketball team president. A woman. And her father JUST died. 
Lakers worst year since 1956. Including her partner who was responsible for Michael Jordens success. 
Injured players, etc. 
What’s responsible is this woman’s fear and burden. 
This is just another example of some things that women just can’t handle. Has nothing to do with equality. Has everything to do with the female mind and heart. And what they were made for. Some things were meant for women and some things were meant for masculine men.
But masculine men need to take the reigns because if they don’t then women will, because that’s how we function. If he won’t, I will. Men need to put emotion aside and get things done. Women can’t put emotion aside. They can suppress, yes. But that, THAT creates hurricanes of darkness. And attracts DARKNESS and I cannot express the horrible things that happen. 
Some things women shouldn’t know about, BECAUSE we care. We are only supposed to care for our home environment. Leave everything out, except what matters most. The home and family. 
Override us with your understanding, goals and confidence. 


Keeping her with confidence

A post I wrote on my main blog, http://www.herinnocence.wordpress.com

Here is a short version of what has happened…… 
Found a woman in Portugal while we were enjoying our vacation. It’s not over with her. Just taking longer than expected. Sexually involved with husband and I. Was about to move in with us. She Told her mother. Her mother took her to a psychologist. 😳 
She was certain of joining our family before she told her mother. All of this happened within 3 months. 
Needless to say she is head over heels for husband. However burden ( demanding job) (secrets from her past) AND her mother have temporarily gotten in the way. 
Not only does she suffer from her secrets, but not worthy syndrome and fear of herself. 
We learned to NEVER let me get emotionally involved with another woman AT ALL. Until we are dead certain that it’s the right time. 
We learned that for men, ¡CONFIDENCE! IS KEY! THE ULTIMATE OF ALL THINGS. IT HAS TO BE REAL CONFIDENCE (not just words) In order to keep a woman. While still living by honest and integral standards. 
A woman will NEVER leave a man that is confident, even during mistakes and huge failure. 
Mindset a man should have, I can fix this, I can figure this out, there is a solution and it ALL depends ON ME. 
WOMEN get drunk off men’s confidence. It’s the weirdest thing, but it makes them feel like queen’s. 
CONFIDENCE IS THE GLUE. AND SHE WILL STICK! 


Too many masters = too many responsibilities (corrected)

(This is all based on men being masculine and women being feminine)
Men are task focused

Women are people focused
Men can do a task whether or not they like the person who tells them to do it. For a long time. 
Women doing tasks is completely dependent on her liking the person who gives it.  

Women only perform from the person they are in love and obsessed with. 

Men need to know
Women can only function in the now. 

They can only achieve short-term goals and rewards by themselves. 
She can barely manage maximum 3 tasks at a time.
Optimally she can go above and beyond with 1 correctly prioritized task.
Women prioritize emotionally. 
Men prioritize logically if he is masculine.
Women can ONLY reach far away goals and rewards WITH a man helping her to focus past rejection, problems etc. 
When a woman is burdened, her biggest incentive is fight or flight – but most often flight because of her fears and insecurities. She will always flee to where she is understood. (Feminine)


Transition

I’m in for a lot of temporary pain. I know this because…. Anyway, the women that we bring in won’t be as burdened as me. And burden determines sexual excitement. 

I won’t be able to be as sexually excited as they are for some time. I don’t know how long. But, once I have the consistent feminine needs in place, help around the house and my husbands increased and needed absence….things will begin to equalize. I’ll be free, emotionally.

But, the transition I’m dreading cause I know I’ll suffer. I’ll have two more “kids” because of their ignorance. They don’t know what we know. They don’t understand kids and safety. All these things that I’ll be weighted down will, ON TOP of my broken sexuality. 

Victory lays in the vicinity of pain. I know….At least I have husband to help me through.

I’m scared of me. My emotions. What I will feel. Jealousy……sexual rejection of not being able to have sexual excitement yet and they will, these ARE THE WORST FEELINGS. 

To not feel good enough, like damaged goods. I’m scared of the pain. I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared. I don’t want to be a monster. I don’t want negative emotions. I don’t want my negative emotions CONTROLLING ME ANYMORE!!

This is THE ONLY WAY! 


What does my sexual brain require?!

Well, monogamy just creates non-sexual women because emotional needs can NEVER be 100% met when needed. A woman alone is forced to do the thinking of 3 women. The more she thinks the less pleasure she feels and the less sexual she is. And or at it’s worst sexuality and all that it encompasses doesn’t exist. Often times it feels wrong to be sexual.

The next step taken, turning to substances is the “only way possible.” Those eventually stop working too. All attempts for her sexuality cease to work. Replaced by all negative emotions. Insanity.

So, what I need. In monogamy.

Husband to be more at work
A long lasting penis
Technology and hired help to replace the other women.
Paid Pampering
Fun and healthy Indulgences

I don’t even get some of this in monogamy at the moment, because of needing to fix my body and installing routines. And my emotional capacity.

My husband has had to live another role than his own, temporarily. And he’s been here more than we both want. Which in turn has made him a part of the usual scenery and therefore caused my emotional disinterest in sex. And when we do have sex it feels wrong because I’m making love to an IT. Not a man and not a woman. Making love, confused. Physically, I still need sex and it relieves. But, I’m starting to feel like a pressure cooker ready to explode because the loss of my sexuality. Which is completely circumstantial. BUT, my emotional brain DOESN’T UNDERSTAND. My emotional brain says this is how I will feel FOREVER.

I’m faced with worry and anxiety because of that fear. Will I EVER be sexual again.

I’m scared,

That I will only be able to be sexual when we do marry the other two; legally, lawfully and rightfully. Giving all of us equal security and equal stance with each other.

I’m really scared.

That until then, ill be driven by need and not desire.


Why girls learn faster than boys

Women’s emotions are more intense than men’s. So, their emotions have more of a driving force or hold over women. Since all human’s are driven by pain and pleasure. Women don’t need as much pain to “get it.” Men have to go through more pain to “get it”.

However, when men “get it” they “get it” and apply what they learn forever.

Women on the other hand are still emotional creatures. They learn, but that doesn’t necessarily mean; that she is able to do what she has learned. Her emotional level determines whether she does or doesn’t do something. In essence – She learns – if she does not DO, it is because she’s not ALLOWED by her emotions. Her emotions are controlled by environment and how she is treated. Un-able to ignore how she feels.

Men who act feminine (emotional) are based on; When someone does this, I act like this. Merely taught by visual. And the most feminine men were raised by extremely emotionally burdened women. However, It can be overridden by ignoring and channeling. Men can be taught to override thoughts and emotions. Men adapt.

Women on the other hand when I feel like this, I act like this. If she suppresses, causing emotional burden; She will have periodic or many blow ups. If it’s too much suppression, fight or flight kicks in.