Not sure that when I transition from private to public again, that my post will show up in the reader. So, posting again. I have relocated to http://www.herinnocence.wordpress.com I will reblog this post here and there. To make sure all have seen.
IF you want to keep up to date at where i’m at. These posts will help. Otherwise, you’ll be like whaaaa?
I am pro choice. Against force, fear, emotional blackmail, suppression, and burden because it eventually killed my sexuality. I Wasn’t able to be submissive longterm, by my own choice, desire or even by will as time passed. My emotions became stronger than habit and even choice. I had no choice. My emotions ruled over me. When my emotions were fixed, THEN, I NATURALLY, became submissive. We discovered that women are only obedient to their emotions. So, my husband has learned and still learning how to naturally get my emotions to worship him. Our previous tactics were causing me to hate him secretly, want to avoid him, making me VERY EMOTIONALLY UN-STABLE AND CRAZY. I was dying inside and didn’t feel I existed. i tried to tell my mind, that how I felt wasn’t important. My emotions on the other hand were screaming, angry, and fighting to live. My emotions became stronger. They were starting to take over and all i saw was red. We decided to stop, to protect myself from myself, each other and our family. I was having to fight evil thoughts that my emotions were creating.
Now everything is better. Im blessedly happy. We found the longterm solutions and the answers we needed for me as an emotional creature. My sexuality came back better than, prior and during house wife sexuality blog.