158 sex this day was very enjoyable and just pleasant. More bonding than anything really. Also, more tingly. As time passes sex becomes more spicy and electric while in my regular state. With each passing period and horny days excitement is increasing and with higher passion. Though I do feel a sense of loss after my horny days. Horny days are 13-15 days after a woman’s first period day. Then after that she gets a sense of loss or decreases in sexualness or desire or perhaps feeling sexy. And if she doesnt get pregnant she has PMS. So, i have learned that…. THIS happens on a unconscious level. it’s just the body’s cycle. If she is aware of this she CAN formulate plans on how to cope with these changes.
DAY 159. This was reuniting sex. Or re-bonding sex after we had a “breaking down muscle” in our relationship. It was lovely stimulation on my g spot with his hot penis. We also had fun with a new sex position. Also, I ravished him this time after eating chocolate and drinking an energy drink. I took him and started humping him while he was on all fours! Then I put his juicy member in my mouth. Swirled licked and teased it. Follow by cuddle sex.
Mr. Darling and I have come to terms that: everything can be related to a muscle! In order to make it stronger you have to break it down. So, we had one of those “breaking downs” yesterday in order to help each of us realize the importance of how to treat each other and be more positive and understanding. Especially towards learning mistakes and our out bursts from hormonal changes or flashbacks of negative experiences from the past. We both have each others interest and growth progression at heart but, sometimes it’s easy to forget. Sometimes we react to mistakes as if it was intentional, rather than realizing that we never intentionally set out to hurt each other. Remembering that we are growing partners makes it’s obvious that it was a mistake. Both of us did something in order to make the other person respond in the way that they did. I believe that you cannot choose how you feel but, you can how you respond to how you feel. Then you can replace the feeling. But, you can choose how you feel in the future by choosing your environments, things you put into your head and the people you surround ourselves with. Because you will majorly receive positive or negative energy from these sources that you choose to influence you. Leave room for imperfections. Feelings are there to help us determine whether something is bad or good. Selfish or selfless. Just or unjust. Positive or negative. Otherwise we are unfeeling beings. How do we make right decisions or be led by an the inner compass if we supress or ignore how we feel at the present moment of the action taking place. We would never change our situations. Change comes ONLY through pain and pleasure and our action plan to change what happens to us. You cannot choose to feel pleasure while a person is telling you that you are a piece of shit other wise you would think it was a good thing and that it’s true! You are a piece of shit! How does that feel? SEE!
Disclaimer> You actually are awesome! You can achieve anything with the right goals! If you set goals that are truthful, honest and just; it will last forever. If it is the opposite it will only last temporarily. You have the power and the brains to do what it takes to be successful!