Sometimes it becomes a blur the days we have sex. Just because it takes me time sometimes to update. Plus having woken up in the night the past three days while also training the youngest to sleep through the whole night. WE ARE SO CLOSE. I’m striving to do whatever I can to make it so that my libido is high hence training the last
child. Sleeping through the whole night and early bedtime makes a huge difference. I believe the next few sessions of the deep spot will produce vaginal orgasms. I have made vast improvements from the other healing sessions.
Also, my husband has decided to switch things up a bit by starting to be more manly, leader oriented and decisive. And yes I’m more turned on when he’s a respectable leader. Who guides. However, during his learning he is getting those mixed up with controlling, demanding and forceful. That is not manly nor is it leadership. You can not force a flower bud open and expect it to stay uninjured and beautiful. Flowers require certain things in order to expose their delicate beauty. Such is a woman. She requires certain things to expose her precious parts and allow someone to share her energy and penetrate her core/soul; the center of her raw emotion. I WILL NOT be treated as an object, I WILL NOT allow my emotions to go un respected. Respect my wants and boundaries!!! Pleasure is requested, not demanded or forced. Forcing that flower open breaks its petals and injures. I need time and need small incremental changes. Such is a woman, you want her loyalty and pleasure……. Fulfill her basic human , emotional needs and create longterm security. My husband is learning and he is going to make mistakes. But, I am just as important as he is and so are my emotional requirements. I am not a do this do that girl. I am a, “can you do this and can you do that?” Girl. Or I would love if you could/ would? Or I appreciate when you do this or it totally turns me on when…. this is how I like to be spoken to!!!!! If you want a do this do that object then GET A DOG!!!! Again my husband is learning. And he will make mistakes. but, I need to write to vent against untruth and error of un fulfilling bedroom etiquette. I want to please. I want to pleasure. But, only when treated right.