Day 41 of healing my clitorally conditioned orgasm
Today we managed to have sex for 10 mins and him ejaculating. Well, thank goodness my husband despises the way he feels after ejaculating. Unless he’s building his kingdom. Then it’s like “OH YEAH”. So, today was actually the first time of me looking at this as what it is JUST AN EVENT. It’s been a LOOOOONG time since he ejaculated.
Knowing that we are having sex everday just brings a certain peace because of certainty. We know that we are going to get what we want because we are consistent. I had a fading thought that I could cry or mope. But. eh… I feel more apathetic than anything else. Thank goodness I did kegals and breath in’s to help me still feel good… something i learned today. I didn’t feel so much depleted this time.